aizure

2010-07-21T17:43:00.002+08:00

my blog is like,dead.I'M SO LAZY TO UPDATE. :/
oh wells blah blah.

2010-07-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

ohmigosh i'm sooooooo happieh today.hehe. :D i love you so so muchie.

2010-07-08T15:34:00.001+08:00

mweeee want clothes. :D
oh btw i like kare kano.it's so cute!!and sweet.hehe.
oh ya.i know you like randall.muahaha.but i'm not gonna tell.
haiz.chinese officially sucks. ):

2010-07-07T17:55:00.004+08:00

i got this from jana's bloggie.haiz.
anyways,school's starting to suck even more.out of 8 subjects i'm taking now,i have 4 stinky teachers.shoots.i just pray that i can pass my subjects.
okies now going for dinner with mummy and grandma.i better complete my maths homework when i'm backie.buh byee~ :]

2010-06-30T16:00:00.003+08:00

HEY PEEPS I'M BACKIE~!!whoots!!okies so sorry i have not updated for the past 2 days but i was reaaaaaaaaally busy.sorry!!hehe.anyways,europe was okay.the weather's awesome!!singapore's weather is terrible.even if it rains,it's not cooling.it just makes you feel sticky.oh anyways for those guys who got the prezzies already,i hope you like them!! :D oh oh i forgot to mention this.my hotel room was burglared in krakow.me sad sad.haiz.okies i update soon kays.buhbyeee~

2010-06-15T10:33:00.002+08:00

hey sweethearts,i'll be away in eastern europe from today till the 27 kays.leave a taggie if there's anything and only message me if it's very urgent(cause it'll be pretty expensive there).and last but not least,remember to miss me!!hahas!!buhbyeee~ :D

2010-06-13T13:52:00.002+08:00

okies i'm bored so here's a random post.

Top 10 Favourite Korean/Taiwanese Dramas (in order):
1.You're beautiful (korean)
2.Down with love (taiwanese)
3.Personal taste (korean)
4.Goong (korean)
5.Loveholic (korean)
6.Full House (korean)
7.Prince turn into Frog (taiwanese)
8.Queen of no marriage (taiwanese)
9.Fated to love you (taiwanese)
10.Lovers in Paris (korean)

share with me yours too if you're free.just leave a taggie at the tagboard. :D

2010-06-11T10:42:00.002+08:00

as i enjoy the process of making new friends,my old ones are slipping away,one by one.whyy. :(
i'm gonna do something about it.

on a happier note,i found this list of random facts from a random facebooker.
-Kissing is healthy.
-Bananas are good for cramps.
-Chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
-Its true. Guys DO insult you if they like you.
-Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it.
-89% of guys would want girls to make the first move.
-Girls love it when Guys hug them from behind the waist.
-Chocolate makes you feel better.
-Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket.
-Guys think its cute when you mess up.
-A true friend will NEVER judge you.
-There is only one guy who is worth your tears.
-If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you.

well i'm having my doubts bout the kissing one and the insult one but oh wells.this IS just random facts re-posted by random claire. :D

2010-06-10T19:01:00.003+08:00

Alice :I'm sorry I interrupted your birthday party. Thank you.

March Hare :Birthday? My dear child, this is NOT a birthday party.

Mad Hatter :Of course not. This is an unbirthday party.

Alice :Unbirthday? I'm sorry, but I don't quite understand.

March Hare :It's very simple. Now, thirty days has Septem -No. wait... An unbirthday, if you have a birthday, then you -

[laughs]

March Hare :She doesn't know what an unbirthday is.

2010-06-10T13:35:00.002+08:00

okies so me and elmira is supposed to update our blog.i just checked hers and she hasn't done it yet.you lazy pig.oh wells,lunched with elmira and keren at macs.i feel like a glutton. o.o oh mann.i'm supposed to be on a diet!! T.T barnineh got this caramel corn thingy from japan for me and it's milk flavoured.hehe.joan got something for me too from cambodia.thanks barninehhhh and joanyyyy~~!! :] elmira is leaving tomorrow for bali~get me something kays.mua. ^^ ohoh and marcus is supposed to be back today.i think.hmm.OHOH.i watched glee yesterday.hahas it's okay.not at the interesting part yet but good enough. :D

2010-06-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.

oh shut up.

2010-06-07T19:42:00.002+08:00

OH.MY.GOD.personal taste is like one of the best dramas i've ever watched.i'm left with the last episode!!!it's sooooooooo sweet!!hahas i couldn't help but feel soooooo envious when jin ho fell for kae in.ahhhh~~!! :D WHEEE~!!!hehe.japan people are coming back tomorrow~~!!yayyay~!!oh oh and have fun at church camp marcus!!

2010-06-02T18:53:00.003+08:00

i finally had my awesome bath i couldn't get yesterday.hehe. :D
choir camps overrrrrr~!!whee~!!it was pretty fun and boring at the same time but well,last year for us sec 3's so i was pretty glad i attended it.ohmigosh yesterday night was so freaking cold and i was shivering non-stop while those 2 ariels were warm and comfy under the sleeping bag. -stares-
anyways,what's wrong with liking someone younger than you when you're a girl??i used to think that it was unacceptable and all and i STILL ain't gonna date someone younger but still..i think it's all right.it's pretty sad i guess.oh well.
hey japan peopleeeeee i really hope you guys will have fun there kays!!tell me all bout it when you guys are back and leave a taggie please!!i'm sure you'll miss me loads!!hahas!!mua~~
hey josephine,i'm really glad i saw you today!!miss you loads and wow you're so freaking tall now!!hahas.sorry please forgive your short senior.hehe.we really have to go shopping together soon kays?? :]

2010-05-28T10:48:00.003+08:00

okay,so this is what i'm gonna do during the june holiday.

1)LOSE WEIGHT!! (aiming for 2kg since SOMEBODY forbid me to lose more than that.)
2)revise loads for the next semester.
3)finish all my homework before the last week so i won't have to chiong everything like i always do. :]
4)have fun during choir!!
5)go for a holiday!! (since my plans of going to britain is totally dashed by the stupid travel agency.maybe i'll settle for hokkaido.hehe.)

okies so this is it.i think i have to do a checklist though or i'll forget what i did.especially the homework part. :/

2010-05-26T17:41:00.002+08:00

okay,so who wants to rant about their results??come join me kays.hehe.oh wells,one more day till june holidehhhhh~~~whee~~looking forward to my trip to britain.hahas.i'll get prezzies back for you guys kays!!hmm.oh ya,did i mention that my mum finally got cable for us??WELCOME DISNEY CHANNEL.AND KBS.AND MTV.and blah blah.the problem is,i can't remember the channel numbahh.hmm. O.o

2010-05-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

hahas.saturday's movie outing with elmira and marcus was awesome.movie was so-so,but it was still pretty fun.i simply enjoyed it.today's marina barrage outing was great too!!i'm SOOOOOOOO glad that our class can actually work together that well.hehe.the games were pretty fun when we played it together as a class.too bad the "picnic" was so awkward though. O.O oh well.i cant ask for so much.learnt a new song today.made marcus pipi too.SORRYYYYYY!!!i guess i'm really tired cause i dozed off while waiting for mummy.toodles~~ :D

2010-05-09T18:05:00.011+08:00

i had a random recollection today morning.it was last year during the december holidays,when a group of us went out to watch new moon.the idea of a movie to the invitation,the wrong booking to the watching of the show.i missed those times when 2/4 was still so close.now all of us just seem to be hooked up and preoccupied in our very own world.the movie was lame,but we still had fun.

do you remember..

gossiping about korean gossips over the phone,annabelle?

bimbo-ing away,judea?

singing our hearts out together,elmira?

dreaming about somewhere over the rainbow together,charlene?

packing fishmaws with pangli,januu and justin,hidaya?

getting hyper over lemon tea,joyce?

giggling and rating the hotness of guys,jana?

lunching on subway with a slowpoke like you,liyuan?

i missed those times. :D

2010-05-07T14:37:00.001+08:00

i guess pinning my hopes on you was a mistake,but i'm sure i'm gonna do that again and again.oh gosh,why am i so dumb. ):

2010-05-07T13:22:00.002+08:00

hahas i love this show!!it's soooooooooo cute!!recently have been watching taiwanese drama instead of korean cause it seems like there isnt any nice ones for now. :/

OH OH AND GDRAGON IS SO FREAKING AWESOME AND HOT.was youtubing just now when i came across his "She's Gone" video.how could i have missed it??!!it's awesome. :D

2010-05-06T16:25:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really wish that we wouldn't quarrel that much,cause you're one of the few left,and i can't afford to lose you.it was the best mistake i've ever made,meeting you.a mistake,but still,a beautiful one.

걱정하지 마세요 난 살아남을거야

2010-04-30T18:03:00.001+08:00

如果我说爱我没有如果

错过就过你是不是会难过

若如果拿来当借口

那爱是不是有一点弱

如果我说爱我没有如果

真的爱我就放手一搏

还想什么还怕什么

快牵起我的手

有人说

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死

而是我就站在你面前

你却不知道我爱你

我常说

如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住

那世界末日已来到

不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天

2010-04-27T18:23:00.005+08:00

SOOOOOO.i had chinese oral today.think i screwed up the reading passage.oh well. :/ anyways got chased out of econs today with mengli just cause we went to the washroom without his permission.i mean wth i went BEFORE his lesson started loh.

here's a super late time to thank people~~~
thanks jermin for the cat earrings and ring~~it's REALLY pretty.
thanks belley for the charmmy kitty purse thingy and GD's pika~~
thanks judeababy for the awesome topshop dress and belt~~
thanks joany and friends(barnineh & rest) for the hello kitty stuffs~~
thanks joycie for the sweet charm bracelet~~
thanks charleney for the super-de-duper cute pencil case~~
thanks sarah for the shiny necklace~~
thanks sweetie for the hello kitty deco~~
THANKS EVERYBODY ELSE FOR ALL THE OTHER PREZZIE AND WISHES!!!!!!!sorry if i missed out your name my memory's a little rusty.
WHEEEEEEE~~~

2010-04-16T19:06:00.002+08:00

i love today.it was a smexy day. :D
okies so there was lighting alert today so no flag raising.then,i passed my social studies for the first time.wheee.brandon had wushu competition so no headache from him today.hehe but i hope you did well brandy. :] next,econs was a total surprise to me,cause i did pretty well.after that.went to parkway with elmira,marcus and thomas.found out that actually thomas is pretty nice.went for choir and they announced the leaders and stuff and yayyay i'm sectional leader for A1!!!yayyay~~bused home with marcus,donald and dorrean(??) and learnt a new game from donald called skutish(????????).hahas it's so damn dumb but fun.okies my sister's nagging me now got to gooooo byeeeeeeee~~ ^^

2010-04-14T15:59:00.003+08:00

okay it's official.i'm having PMS.i seriously don't mean to get mad at people,it just happens so quickly.please keep me happy you guys.haiz.
so now,this was how much i meant to you,after all those shit you told me.i guess i'll never learning my lesson,falling into holes like alice,but the holes get deeper and deeper every time.oh well.

2010-04-04T16:34:00.002+08:00

oh my god.i want a tube of Ettusais Lip Essence,M.A.C's Blush Ombre,Bobbie Brown's eyeliner,Skinfood's mascara. O.O

2010-03-31T16:21:00.002+08:00

i had a dream recently,about you.you came back to visit and i was so surprised,so happy that i could have cried.we talked and talked and talked,about your life,about mine,about everything,till we had nothing left to say.it would have been the happiest day in my life,if this dream could come true.too bad i woke up with an empty heart,filled with useless dreams and unfulfilled promises.
i'm just so fed up with my life.and as for you,think about it.

2010-03-19T10:56:00.001+08:00

WHEE I'M OFF TO SENTOSAAAA~~~ (okies this just proved how deprived my childhood is.i'm more excited about going to Sentosa than to Switzerland or Japan. :/ )
BYEE. :]

2010-03-15T16:55:00.004+08:00

You by the light, is the greatest find
In a world, full of wrong
Your the thing that's right
Finally made it, through the lonely
To the other side
You set it again, my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time, and the last time
In my only life

i wonder how many people realise that my hair is dark brown and not black, that i have single eyelids, that my foot is a size five, that i love champagne roses, that i sing when i happy or sad.i really wonder.

2010-03-15T10:47:00.002+08:00

so so shinee,was awesome.their live is so freaking good!!!I'M LIKE SUPER GLAD I WENT WITH BELLEY AND THAT 4 HOURS OF WAITING WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT.i'm disappointed in one thing though.REALLY DISAPPOINTED.jonghyun was all moody and seriously,you could see he wasn't putting in the same effort and energy compared to the rest during the entire performance.i don't see why not when the rest,especially onew could smile and smile for the entire performance.since he chose to be a performer shouldn't he be doing his best for EVERY performance??and plus,he's my jonghyunie.how can he be like this??????AGH.anyways,hello baby is FANTASTIC.I LOVE IT SOOOOOOOO MUCHIEEEE~~it's super funny and the baby is sooooo freaking cute!!!!! :D i kept laughing non-stop.their reactions are seriously damn funny.hahas.okies okies shall upload pikas as soon as that belley send it to meeeee. :]

2010-03-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

she's damn good.i love this song.
disappointed once again by the people who i love.is this some kind of "wonderful" fate that i have or what?damn tired now,i really don't want to do anything.

2010-03-08T10:20:00.002+08:00

okay just for dwayne,this is who justin bieber is.

okies so today shall be cleansing day.
1.i have not been studying at all.maybe just a little.
2.i'm still hiding that.
3.i think i might know who.I MIGHT.
4.i'm scared.
5.i bet nobody even understands what i'm cleansing about but i'm still gonna cleanse anyways.

:/ WHY WHY WHY.i like peeta.alot.

2010-03-04T16:59:00.003+08:00

"You're nobody."
"What?" My eyes widen.
"You're nobody, to me." he repeated with a straight face, displaying no emotions at all.
"Why?" I asked, genuinely surprised.
"Because," he whispered, "nobody's perfect."

thanks,for saying that to me before.it kinda spurred me on in a way.having loads of mood swings recently.i dunno why. ): debate was crappy today.was so nervous that i totally forgot what i wanted to say when i stood up.oh man. O: watched my sister's keeper with ming li after school and found it really really touching.i kept feeling like crying lah,but every time i looked around everyone seemed perfectly fine,leaving me this weirdo to hold back my tears. :/
I'M SO SCARED I TELL YOU.for tomorrow.

2010-03-03T16:49:00.004+08:00

everyone seems troubled,including me. ): how i wish we could go back to the past where everything seemed so easy.
OKIES I HAVE TO GO READ MY SISTER'S KEEPER AGAIN AND FINISH UP THINGS FALL APART OR MR TOH'S GONNA SCOLD US ALL AGAIN AND I'LL ALSO FAIL MY LIT.

2010-02-28T13:31:00.000+08:00

how do you expect me to move on,when you can't even do it yourself?

2010-02-26T18:51:00.001+08:00

I'M SO SORRY I JUST TOLD A LIE.it's a small one though please forgive me. ):

i'm SO gonna have cleansing day soon.

2010-02-26T17:29:00.005+08:00

chang chang chang~~today's cross country was actually okay!!was really uncomfortable after it cause i was sweating loads but other than that it was pretty fine.ran with elmira and christina,slacking the whole journey.well most of it anyways.was supposed to wait for boyfriend but elmira did not let me stop and wait so i completed it without him.sorry!!after that we had a tag performance and the stupid sun was shining at my area the whole time. :/ went for lunch with belley,joyce and judea at vivo.settled down for shoftshell chilli crab which certainly did not help not make my sore throat better.i love xiao long bao!!!muax muax.after that we went to yigloo(??) for frozen yogurt and surprisingly,cheesecake flavour is damn nice.decorated it with just chocolate chips and some colourful-ringed cereal.hahas.me and joyce had to rush home in case our mum started to complain but belley pulled us all to the rooftop to take some jumping pose pika which all failed.and belley's obsessed with $2 shopping at daiso!!! :D hahas.whoots whoots so that was my day.how was yours? :]

taa-daa~~belley spammed hers with white chocco and joyce's one looks sooo cute!!it's pink!!hahas.mine's cheeseeeeeeeeeeeee.whoots i love cheese!!!! :D

MARCUS I WANNA KNOW WHOOOOOO.

2010-02-23T18:30:00.003+08:00

SO SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES.so this is proof that i'm pretty busy,i guess.anyways have been having CAs this 2 weeks.pooey.music's soooooo hard!! T.T hmm just finished with choir shirt and now moving onto my class shirt design.whoots~~i don't get why mrs verma has a problem with the slogan though.it sounds okay.hmm.anyways JOAN DON'T GIVE UP KAYS~~i'm sure your A maths will be fine!!

i really miss you.LOADS!! ):

2010-02-21T08:57:00.000+08:00

I'M SO SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES.I'LL UPDATE SOON KAYS~~ :]

2010-02-14T17:34:00.004+08:00

talking to you suddenly brings back the memories and it reminded me on how much i miss you.was it meant to be like this?what would have happened if you actually stayed?but then again,the word 'if' don't exist in your dictionary,right?

on a happier note,chinese new year was okay this year.got loads of ang pows and for the first time ever in my 14 years i actually get to keep the money.yayyay~~i'm gonna spend it really quickly though.hmm.thanks for all those new year greetings you guys!! ^^ and thanks grandpa for the increase in money!!oh anyways i cant believe i actually flunked my physics so i'm gonna work hard to do better in the next test.it's physics!!how could i have failed it man. T.T okies gtg get ready for tonight.toodles~~
happy valentine's day people.

2010-02-11T19:33:00.004+08:00

why is the sky blue?
why are the grasses green?
why does trust not seem to work in this world?
why does everlasting love not exist in this world?
why do heartbreaks happen?
why do people have to say goodbye?
why do people always hurt the one they love?

today was pretty fun.too bad barnineh and joan couldnt make it. :/ hmm so tomorrow i have to go through the entire day seeing all those people being showered with gifts. ): sad world,sad me.hmm.valentine's day is supposed to be a happy occasion!!hint hint to someone.hahas.okies hope i just lost 3 marks for math test today and not more. :D

2010-02-05T20:15:00.002+08:00

okay seriously what's wrong with people in singapore??i've been bumping into loads of perverts recently and i seriously dont get why.i mean ewwww i didnt know that there were so many perverts in this world. :/

2010-02-04T19:32:00.003+08:00

bye bye people.i think my mum would kill me when she sees my maths test paper and by that time i would have been cut away from civilisation so i'm saying my goodbye first.i'm gonna miss everything and everyone including my MSN, blog and facebook,not having to mention my dear phone as well.wish me luck.

2010-01-31T21:46:00.001+08:00

confused.scared.hmm happy?? i don't know.let's see how it goes. :D

2010-01-30T09:00:00.003+08:00

my heart just plummeted to the ground.actually it's true.some things should never have been known.maybe that would have kept me feeling happier,and for still having hopes.i don't really know the whole story though,but what you've told me was not what i would have expected from you.again and again i've felt this before,but why the strong impact this time?i shouldn't have gotten myself into this that quickly.it feels as though i'm drowning in a quicksand,unable to find a way out. ):
losing my precious things,one by one.

2010-01-28T15:33:00.006+08:00

I REALLY HOPE I DO WELL IN MY MATHS AND CHINESE~~ -prays- hmm hmm so just got home.went for lunch with jana at subway.IT'S BEEN A WEEK SINCE PAHANG.my gosh it's so fast.anyways Dia's 'another boy' was totally stuck in my head during the entire maths test.aghhh i must pass!!!!!joyce keep commenting that i'm bimbo. :/ hmph.and the lit teacher is seriously like a pervert.ohmigosh.JOAN I HOPE YOUR HEADACHE IS BETTERRRR~~
seeing you makes me happy.does it makes you happy too?hmm i wonder. :D

2010-01-27T16:28:00.004+08:00

must we REALLY finish our chinese by tomorrow? :/ i don't want to.and i'm confirm screwed for my maths test tomorrow.INDICES.wow.i really really want to go for the CIP thingy in laos.hmm i wonder why??later going for science.first day to becoming besties with eugene.yay.-rolls eyes-i'm so poking wei yun man.if i'm gonna pee later i'm SO going to the McDonald's toilet to pee.it's so much brighter.IT'S SO SCARY LOHHH THE TOILET UPSTAIRS. T.T
and OH MY GOSH i think i'm starting to like you.maybe it's because of your black specs.it reminds me a little bit too much bout someone i used to know.

a broken heart can only be mended by another person. actually it's true. cause someone took a piece of your heart away. now there's a hole. someone else has to come and fill it up. to make it whole. -Jana

2010-01-25T20:28:00.002+08:00

OKIES I'M BEAT.seriously i mean how bad can my monday get?? :/ okies supposed to have english test today but mr toh made a boo-hoo and we didnt have it in the end.hmph.okies then classes went on as usual being so boring.went for music with julian.HE'S SO MEAN TODAY. :/ didn't understand a word the teacher was saying and i was just there nodding my head even though i didn't have a clue.I NEED TO START DOING HOMEWORK~~

2010-01-24T21:43:00.001+08:00

omg i've been binge eating ever since i got back.WHYYYYY.i SO need to go on a diet.i wanna get new stuff.hmm hmm.okies i need to sleep now or i'm so gonna collapse during music tmr.

2010-01-23T15:58:00.006+08:00

" "I think maybe your first step should be to go and talk to him."
"Who?"
"Will,"he said."Do you remember when you walked past the house yesterday?When i was standing at the porch?I was watching you,thinking how natural the two of you seemed together."
"You don't even know him,"Ronnie said,her voice a mixture of wonder and surprise.
"No,"he said.He smiled,his expression tender."But i know you.And you were happy yesterday."
"What if he won't talk to me?"she fretted.
"He will."
"How do you know?"
"Because i was watching,and he was happy too." "

"Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes it even makes you love them more."

awwwww i love those two quote like conversation thingy.the first one is from the book "The Last Song" by Nicholas Sparks and the second is from the movie that coming out which is bout the book.i'm soooo catching it even though Miley's starring in it.it seems nice.haven finished the book though but i hope it ends well!!

2010-01-22T14:29:00.004+08:00

WHOOT~~~~FINALLY BACK FROM PAHANG~~~~seriously i can't believe that i actually survived it.it's superrrrrrr fun!!other than the fact that the toilets are like shit,the tent was super stuffy and that the bugs are terrible. :D

day one: travelled there by coach and kept wanting to pee.saw all my friends for lunch before setting off to faster 2's campsite.pitched up tent in the dark(well yi chen and yuan xia were pitching it i was holding the torch for them.hehe.) and went for dinner.made friends with ding liang and bob that day. :D

day 2: DAY TWO WAS SOOOOOOOO FUN.we did water rafting and water confidence thingy.for those who got to experience it should know it totally rocks. ^^ did flying fox and river crossing~~hehe.jie zhi kept talking non-stop.my goodness.i had to practically scream at him to shut up.slept on the beach that night AND IT RAINED.soaked my feet and bag. T.T the toilet nearly made me faint.it was just a tent and we were expected to pee in the sand.wth.

day 3: cycled for 52 km!!!!!!fell down though at the start. :/ OMO i finished it without taking the bus!!!yayyay~~so happy i completed it.downhills were really really really really really really fun but pushing the bike up was like torture.fell sick that night and slept in a room instead of the tent.THANK GOODNESS.AND OMO I'M SUPER TANNED NOW.want to cry~~ T.T

day 4: didn't go for trekking and canopy walk cause i still felt giddy.waited for the rest at the floating restaurant and helped the people there to sweep the floor and stacked the cups.went for rapid shooting with dominic's and soon huat's group.soon huat kept splashing water at me!!was leaving when i fell.AGAIN.i keep falling.luckily caleb helped my carry my haversack and wei hao carried that big huge plastic bag.thanks you guys!!! wah lao this camp i was damn unlucky.my specs broke,i kept falling down and every time a bug appears it always comes to me.aghhh.went to have a great dinner with everybody at this hotel and had cheering competition.i hope faster 1 or 2 wins!!!!CANNOT LET STRONGER WIN ANYMORE!!

day 5: just got back from camp.came back by train and i was so smelly.PAHANG CAMP HAS FINALLY ENDED!!!!NO MORE TENTS AND MANY MANY BUGS!!!! :D made lots of new friends this camp though!!bad thing was the weight-losing plan didn't work though.jeez. :/

2010-01-17T12:26:00.003+08:00

went to the doctor in the morning to collect my new medicine dosage and guess what.i had been eating the wrong medicine for 3 days.WTF.i'm supposed to take norethisterone but i got some funny medicine which is supposed to cure asthma(??).now really praying hard that the medicine will start work and stop my thingy before tues.AGHHHH so worried.hmm hmm.

2010-01-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

okies I'M SO DAMN FREAKING PISSED.when i went to get the pills and the doctor gave me a dosage of 1 week i asked twice if i only need to consume the medicine for only 1 week and only three days before the camp.he said yes.TWICE.today my bloody shit came and i called him to ask WHY.he said :"oh you should have taken it earlier."WTF.so now how.have to go to camp feeling all bloody.great.

2010-01-16T11:24:00.003+08:00

random pika i took during subway lunch yesterday.hehe. :]
i think i'm really screwed for pahang camp.firstly it's cause i'm sick with flu and cough.the stupid flu caused me to have block nose as well.secondly it's cause my thingy might still be coming even though i took pills.that i don't know why. :/ PLEASE LET ME SURVIVE PAHANG CAMP.
i don't think i should have let you know.what if things go wrong?

2010-01-15T22:13:00.001+08:00

STAY STRONG JOYCE!!you'll be okay,i just know it.
hmm having flu and cough.MUST GET WELL BEFORE PAHANG CAMP!!!!how how.

2010-01-14T15:48:00.002+08:00

i'm bored bored bored.have a ton of homework but i dont want to do. :/
PEOPLE IF YOU'RE FREE ON THE 13th OF MARCH PLEASE CONTACT ME TO BUY TICKETS FOR MY SCHOOL'S CARNIVAL.COME AND SUPPORT MY CLASS 3/4's STALL (the balloon one).THANKS~~~~ :] ^^ :)

2010-01-12T18:57:00.006+08:00

hmm okies so let's go thru my days:

saturday-went for maths tuition and saw linda!! :] survived it and went for dinner at swensens(??) was eating happily when my mum's throat got cut on something and started bleeding internally(i know it bled cause she vomited blood :/).went to the hospital and stayed with her for that night.

sunday-missed molin and went home with mummy.had piano with agnes jie jie and she said she could vomit blood. :/ was worrying bout my height and weight like crazy.

monday-went to school and took height and weight.i bloody shrunk.my goodness.mrs ong announced no school on tuesday and almost went deaf with the seniors screaming.went to dunman high for music with julian.he's super funny!! :D and so tall some more.kept calling me stupid. :( i know i am but not that stupid right.

tuesday(a.k.a today)-packed my room and found lots of forgotten stuff.cards and presents from my friends,and LOADS of junk.
thank you annabelle for all those random surprises you gave me.
thank you judea,sarah and charlene for all those cards you wrote for me.
thank you joan for all the conversations we had on foolscap paper.
thank you boyfriend,joyce and jasper for the funny conversation we had using the MSN format.
thank you jun en for all those random pictures you drew for me.
THANKS EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING~~~~ :D (i kept everything in a BIG envelope ^^ )

2010-01-09T19:23:00.013+08:00

okies feeling random.waiting for daddy and mummy now. :/
here are some random pikas of random cartoons from a random tee of mine. :D

THIS IS MEEEE~~~~~~~ :]

this is judeaaaaa the blur sotong.

annabelleeeeee the one who always make those random faces.

joan likes to studyy.

sarah the cool one.hehe.

charlene the heh heh laugh-er.

and joyce!!acting as jun en.CLASSIC.

2010-01-08T18:57:00.003+08:00

here are 10 things people do that i don't like:

1)people that i know very well or whom i'm close to sitting behind me in the bus.
2)people looking at me eat.(feels so uncomfortable.)
3)people thinking that i'm smsing my boyfriend or something when i don't let them read what i'm typing .
4)people taking photos of me without me knowing.
5)people taking photos of me and not let me see it later on.
6)people not giving a response when i ask something and keep saying what.
7)people who roll their eyes at people.(you can roll your eyes at things but not at people.)
8)people who know that they've hurt you and still continue to piss you off.
9)people who can talk shit bout someone in front of that person.
10)people who did the nine things that i had just listed down above.

okies i just listed this so that people won't piss me off by doing anything in the above. :D

2010-01-07T19:13:00.002+08:00

hmm okies i just found out that taylor launter(??) dated taylor swift before.well it's just the first week of school and i'm already starting to feel so freaking stressed bout school and work.SO MANY HOMEWORK.aghhhhh.AND I FINALLY FINISHED JIAN BAO~~~~yayyay~~~~okies so now i have to go play piano and then pack my room or aunty mary will scold me. :/

2010-01-06T20:17:00.002+08:00

3rd day of school and there's a pile of homework to be done already.i'm so not ready for school!!!! T.T was chionging jian bao like crazy cause have to hand it in tomorrow.haiz.today was pretty okay.started talking to barnabas(??) today.he's really funny.kept making me laugh like how dwayne would make me laugh.became a group leader for chinese.hahas what crap my chinese sucks and i'm the group leader.IRONY. :/ really tired now. -yawn- okies 2 more jian bao to go.FIGHTING!!!tiffany fighting to you too!!!! :D

2010-01-05T19:54:00.006+08:00

okies i pleated my hair today and when i untied it i looked like i had curly hair.it's pretty cool actually.i was thinking of curling my hair some time ago.i only 自拍 for this picture kays~~

LOOK AT MY HAIR :]

it's not very clear but you roughly get the idea. :D

2010-01-05T18:39:00.004+08:00

okies i'm damn pissed.here's what i have to say to three guys:

guy no.1
i really don't know what you want me to do if you're gonna ask me to decide on everything.can't you make a decision for once?acting hot and cold towards me isn't really helping too.everybody's asking me bout you but i don't know what to say to them you know.it just hurts so much when you act like you don't care.

guy no.2
today was a pretty good day for me until you ruined my mood just now.i try to be the best dongseng i can be but are you doing the same as a oppa?you say you are but i don't see it.i went around finding your christmas present just so you could enjoy it but you didn't even thank me at all.i don't expect anything in return,all i want is appreciation.you acting like this makes me really pissed and makes me feel like i won't want to do anything for you again.

guy no.3
you're really really nice but at the same time,you're really insensitive.sometimes you just make me really mad by saying stuff that adds on to what i was originally angry with.i don't want to upset you by telling you that but if it's gonna continue it's really hard for me too.

i really miss you too much now.

2010-01-04T21:11:00.005+08:00

hmm today was the first day of school and it wasn't too bad.i had to pin my hair though cause they did a spot check.hehe.made new friends,saw our new form teacher.hope everything goes well for this year!!!lalala~~miss 2/4 lots though. ):

2010-01-02T23:08:00.009+08:00

BACK FROM DINNER~~~~at home with my dongseng watching Hi My Sweetheart.hahas mummy and daddy are out dating.tsk tsk so late still go out watch movie.we (me,my sis and my brother) decided to stay at home cause we didn't want to be their "lightbulbs".ㅋㅋㅋ :] went to eat at sushi tei just now.I ATE SO MUCH.aghhhhh.okies i took pikas.mwahaha.

dyllen why you move your head~~~???

dyllen why you move your head again??!!

mwahaha daddy said that the last piece was for me ^^

the father-and-son moment :]

okies lazy to post more.bye~~~

2010-01-01T19:12:00.010+08:00

I HAD SOOOOOO MUCH FUN TODAYYYYYY. :] went out with nicole to celebrate her birthday~~had a japanese lunch with nicole and her family.her parents are super nice!!kept offering me food to eat.hahas.went to skate with nicole afterwards.i finally learnt how to skate!!yayyay~~it was hard though at the beginning,kept falling down.nicole's pretty good at it.oh ya and the skates were SOOOOOO SMELLY.i almost fainted.no lie. ^^hmm now my mum's friends are here with their children.SO NOISY.hahas. :]

here are the pictures~~

nicole looks bored.hehe~~

yayyay i finally learnt how to skate~~ :]

nicole tying her shoelace~~mine kept coming loose

2009-12-31T19:40:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS THANKS SO MUCH NICOLE I LOVE THE PRESENT.it's your birthday today I'M suppose to be the one giving you a present.nevermind you'll be getting it tomorrow.ANNABELLE DONT BE JEALOUS YOUR'S ON THE WAY~~~looking forward to going ice-skating with nicole~~yayyay~~~ :]

2009-12-31T18:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE~~~~~YAYYAY~~~~ :]

oh my gosh i seriously love the performance 2am,2pm and Beast put up.they danced to sign,the massage dance thingy,and it was pretty good. :] came back earlier today cause finished work earlier.yayyay~~so sad though today's the last day.school's gonna start. T.T timetable's not even up i can't check. :/ okies i so do not want to continue with homework.AGHHHHH.

2009-12-30T21:36:00.001+08:00

omg i feel like puking now.just thinking bout what i saw and heard makes me wanna faint. :/ ewwwwwwwwwwww.

2009-12-30T17:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNABELLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~ :]

oh my goodness i haven done maths in such a long time that i've forgotten almost everything.yupp i just started on holiday homework.hope i can finish everything on time.*prays*i also hope that i won't get a fierce teacher (especially the basketball one.) *prays again*AGHHHHHH I'M SO SCARED. :/ oh ya great i'm in the same group as kim siong in pahang camp next year.i'm so screwed. :/

2009-12-29T20:11:00.001+08:00

oh ya i just remembered bout the choir shirt design.mrs loke is SO gonna kill me. :/
I DON'T WANNA DIEEEEEEEEE.

2009-12-28T21:15:00.006+08:00

okies the ending for The Promise was soooooooooooooo stupid.they guy won a prize for his sunflower picture.reporter ask who inspired him.he smiles.the end.WHAT THE HELL.pooey i want to know what happened to the girl.hmph.got a new watch yesterday.yayyay~~it's pink~~ :] went to work today.asyikhin mummy was ignoring me!!!!bleh.judea was super funny when she danced the pink panther dance.xue hai is soooo stupid not to admit that he's dalang.whyyyyyyy.btw i found out that JUSTIN GREW FATTER~~muahahaha.his face's rounder~~~~OMO I NEED TO CHIONG HOMEWORK.okay i'm screwed.i haven't started on any yet.anyone wanna sponsor me wordlist and jian bao??okies gtg watch tv now~~ :]

2009-12-27T13:16:00.005+08:00

okay i've decided to name my little pooh bear 자장 면 a.k.a jajjangmyeon.it's a kind of noodle dish in korea for those who don't know.i think they have it in china too.hmm hahas. :] anyways had tuition yesterday.i actually finished all my homework!!hahas.after that waited for annabelle and joan to come cause it was raining really heavily.thanks for all the present you guys~~it's surprising that we had loads of fun playing monopoly(disney edition).not sure who won though. :/ after that played band hero.annabelle's really good at it. ^^ ate dinner and drank wine with 7-up.it was not bad.talked a lot and poured all our troubles out.too bad the others didn't come.had molin just now and was bullied by hongyi. T.T now gonna die in piano cause i didn't practise. :(

anyways get well soon asyikhin mummy!!!!! :]

2009-12-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

OMG i wanna watch "The Promise"!!!!!!!!AGHHHHHH i can't find it on the nettttttt.whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.the story's sooooo sweeeeeeeet. :]

2009-12-25T10:47:00.003+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~~~~~~~
hahas i hope you guys have an memorable christmas day.as for me,i'll be stuck at home playing the piano and doing maths. :/ had fun at sarah's house ytd.i like the potatoes. :] talked more to shaun (finally he's opening his mouth).watched the slideshow we made,it was rather good. ^^ watched the first one too after that.played sherrets(???) and was tied with mummy's group. :] opened the presents(mine was from aunty sam.thanks!!!!) talked for a while more then went home.took uncle guan hin's car.hahas talked quite a lot bout thomas on the way.reached home,opened present,ate something,watched this really nice show then went to sleep and taa-daa,just woke up. :] hahas.i hope i can play todayyyyy.

2009-12-24T16:37:00.003+08:00

yayyay~~finally finish watching episode 2 of Hi,My Sweetheart. :] hahas it's actually not too bad.hmm the guys quite funny.hahas.ASYIKHIN MUMMY I'VE STARTED WATCHING!!!finished the boxes really early today and was given a break.yayyay~~dyllen was pretty annoying though kept shouting and shouting.poke him. :/ hope i can attend the party tonight~~looking forward to the show. ^^

2009-12-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

thanks a lot people for hurting me so many times today.

2009-12-22T20:22:00.006+08:00

here's some random facts i found out today:
1.Hidaya likes to call me CLAIRECLAIRECLAIRECLAIRE when i pick up her phone call.
2.Asyikhin mummy thinks that fishmaws are crackers.
3.Liling packs really quickly.
4.Judea is still very blur.
5.Asyikhin mummy likes watching taiwanise drama.
6.Justin can be nice when he wants to.
7.Justin isn't very helpful when it comes to buying food.
8.Asyikhin mummy likes the word "monkey".
9.My mum likes thailand desserts.
10.I owe my sis $135.
11.The grey-and-pink shirt guy sounds like a girl.
12.BBQ saba is delicious.

:] i need more money soon~~

2009-12-20T08:55:00.003+08:00

went christmas shopping yesterday~~~hahas had LOADS of fun. :] and in total i spent...more than three hundred bucks.oh.OMG ALL MY MONEYYYYYYY. T.T li yuan seemed like she didnt buy a single thing.me and charlene kept saying "this one nice let's get this one for you" than she'll be saying "don't want lah i don't have anything i want."it's CHRISTMAS MY DEAR GIRL.anyways i bought the most things among the four of them.annabelle left at 6.we were in every shop for like half an hour till pang li and charlene wandered off. :/ muahaha.pang li and charlene bought for me new shoes!!!! :D happieeeeeeeeee~~kays going to taka todayyyyyy~~hope i get more prezziesssss. :]

2009-12-14T01:46:00.003+08:00

okay i feel lousy.i'm sick,my left arm seem to be dislocated,my throat hurts like shit and i keep waking up cause of a stupid nightmare.I'M SO FREAKING TIRED.omg.i cant fall asleep now cause everytime i do i just wake up again.from that nightmare.AGHHHHHHHH.

btw,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOYCE!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-13T12:24:00.004+08:00

hmm now at rachell's house doing the christmas thingy.hope it turns out well!! :] went to watch new moon on friday with li yuan,jana,sarah,justin,boyfriend and kenneth lee.it's better than twilight. ^^ watched panet 51 on wednesday.hahas i love that show it's super funny.cute aliens.hmm feeling bored.bored bored bored.sarah lee went back already.pooey.i so need to go christmas shopping soon.PREZZIESSS~~chomp chomp chomp.jana's cookies~~~

oh ya mixpod's screwed. :/

2009-12-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

oh my goodness i haven been posting for so long.so sorry i've been so tired lately!!!!hmm watched 2012 yesterday.felt it was kinda scary.(well almost everything is scary to me. :/ )woke up feeling really tired today and went to work.boyfriend's back~~had lots of fun with hiddy and januuu and took lots of pikas. :] i want to go out soon!!!!i miss everyone so much. :(

maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

2009-12-03T22:17:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry people for the lack of updates.kinda busy and tired recently. :/

2009-11-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

mwahaha i went shopping with my mum today and FINALLY got some new clothes.yayyay~~oh ya aghhhhhh episode 16's link is broken and i'm like halfway through it alrdy.it's driving me nuts.hmm i hope minam and taekyung will be together!! :] i wanna watch new moon with 2/4.i miss 2/4. :/
life's so cruel to snatch away what we can hold,and not to let us have what we want.pooey.
btw people my phone's screwed.i cant hear you guys when you call so dont call me for the time being.sms is fine though!! ^^

2009-11-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

okay people i'll settle for this skin first before i find a nicer one. :/

2009-11-26T21:36:00.003+08:00

I'M SO SORRY PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY BLOG.PLEASE BEAR WITH IT FOR THE TIME BEING.THANKS~~
omg this is driving me crazy. :/

2009-11-25T23:04:00.003+08:00

i'm a very greedy girl.hmm. :/
is it wrong to want so many things?emotionally and physically,i want them all.

2009-11-24T18:14:00.002+08:00

I WANT ALL THE BIG BANGIE AND SHINEE AND 2NE1 STUFF IN THE WORLDDDDD~~~~

hmm that's a lot right? :]

2009-11-23T18:04:00.005+08:00

hi people~~~finally back from cruiseeeeee.OMG i love the room.i mean cause i stayed in the suite room that's why it was really big compared to star cruise's room.I LIKE THE TOILET.super big and it looks pretty too.hahas.but pooey to the food man it sucked. :/ anyways i had fun!!!climbed the rock wall and got cuts on my hands and knee.my arms were hurting like crap.gosh i couldn't stop complaining.but it was funnnnn.played guitar hero too!!!(though i sucked at it hahas.) :] i made a new friend too~~~amandaaaaa are you reading this???you're prettyyyyyyyy.okies randomness.did you miss me people???i missed you guys so very very muchieeeeeee~~I LOVE JANG GEUN SUK~~~he's so sweet to minammmmm.i hope it ends well for both of them. ^^

btw HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ZOEYYYYYYYYY!!!! muax~~

2009-11-19T12:16:00.001+08:00

AGHHHHHHH WHERE'S EPISODE 13????????????? -pulls hair-

2009-11-16T21:14:00.006+08:00

aww i love these quotes. :]

We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else for us to find.

If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back they would never ask you to.

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and cared enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world.

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man, he'll never make you cry.

i love "you're beautiful"!!!!!!it's SO NICE.i cried twice watching the part where shin woo was singing to min nyu.so sadddddd. T.T agh shin woo's face was like crap when he sang finish.poor shin wooey.episode 13 come out soon kaysssss. :]
i need lots of money to pay people back my debts and to buy christmas prezziesssss. ^^ money money money~~

2009-11-14T17:40:00.001+08:00

why make myself even more upset than i already am?
i just have to keep quiet and hope that it'll all end soon.

2009-11-09T17:37:00.002+08:00

i feel happy todayyyyyy~~~hahas.went to st andrew community place today for CIP.i was so tired and so hungry but i'm glad i made most of them happy. :] 2/4 let's all go watch movie soon kayssssss??i like BEG massage dance.hahas. ^^and MY JONGHYUNIE IS BETTER~~~~yayyay~~but now onewbaby is sick.GET WELL SOON ONEWWWWW.

2009-11-06T19:35:00.004+08:00

hmm so choir was okay today.i'm just so frustrated at the stupid choir shirt design.AGHHHH will people hate it?? ): anyways,i'm just curious why do people fail to realise that if you don't put your name when you tag i won't be able to reply cause I DON'T KNOW WHO THE FREAKING HELL ARE YOU.it's a really stupid thing to leave out your name.okay rant's over.

dorothy asked me today to think about what i really want to do with me and you.i'm trying my best here but you're not helping.she told me yes means yes and no means no,but the thing is,I DON'T KNOW.are you going to call if i want you to?are u going cheer me up when i'm down?are you going to care when i need love?tell me when you make your mind up.

i believe in horoscopes telling.(whatever people call them.)it gives me hope at times and make me aware of what might happen that day.hmm.i think fortune telling is cool. :]

btw MUM I NEED MORE CLOTHES.i'm like clothes-less. :/

2009-11-05T15:32:00.005+08:00

okies sick at home slacking.stupid flu and sore throat.i'm officially hooked to You & I.it's so nice!!!!it makes me want to cry.park bom and that guy is seriously so cute together.hmm i wonder when will i find the person that i'll never let go.

should i believe you?the way that you're acting isn't allowing me to believe what you told me.

2009-11-04T16:55:00.005+08:00

class chalet was SO FUN. ^^ i don't think i'll ever forget this class chalet,especially what happened in the toilet.ahem ahem.i'm gonna miss all of you guys so much!!!!this chalet had really brought us all closer to each other and made us all cherish each other even more.everybody was so nice!!!not that you guys weren't nice before but i felt that you guys really did put in the effort to make our last gathering so memorable.thanks. :] people were commenting that boyfriend clifford and i should really get together cause we look cute together.do we?hahas.i love you boyfriend~~i really hope all of us will continue to stay united. :] good luck everyone with your new class next year!!!!

2009-11-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

ADRIAN OPPA ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR COMPETITION!!!!come back quickly kays cause i'll miss you lots and bring back a trophy for me okie???pinkie promise hor~~~love you lots and lots. -hugs & pokes- ^^

2009-11-01T11:39:00.003+08:00

i can't believe i cried on friday.i wasn't supposed to cry.BUT IT WAS SO SAD. ): haiz.i looked like crap on the last day of school cause my eyes were already so small from having only 3 and a half hours of sleep and then the crying made my eyes even smaller.pooey.
recently i've been crying a lot for different reasons.i've just realised that i don't want to let go.i really don't know what to do now.

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I promise you
That i'll never let you go.

2009-10-28T20:53:00.004+08:00

sometimes it just pains me to see how perfect your lives are.you guys are able to just sit there with perfect little faces smiling perfect smiles while i'm beside looking like some unpolished and unaccomplished little child.is this what i really am?people have told me to be more confident in myself,to see the good points i posses,but to tell you the truth,i can't.i really can't.i've been trying the whole while to be who i really am,but i've come to realised that i still can't be compared to you people.in other words,i'm inferior.
maybe someday i'll be able to become the perfect person you thought i was.

2009-10-23T16:42:00.004+08:00

why do i get the feeling that you're ignoring me?did i do something wrong?
it just seems so hard now to keep things as simple as it originally was.

2009-10-22T17:11:00.004+08:00

hmm so got back all my results today. :/ didn't do as well as a expected but it was still okay. :] no worries i'll just work harder next year.i'm just so glad that i'll be able to take double science and double maths next year.yayyay~~anyways went to a home today for CIP.not that i don't like volunteering but our school is seriously so unfair.i don't get why the sec 2's cant relax when the sec 1's are gonna build sandcastles tomorrow and the sec 3's could go to marina barrage for a picnic.pooey.hmm i just hope my holidays will be fun.btw i've been sleeping ALOT recently.i wonder why.hmm.kays now off to piano playing timeeeee.

*i hope i can survive pahang camp next year. x.x
**Mr Tan has a KOREAN GIRLFRIEND?? (no offence mr tan.)